Never got into Bowie, Nirvana or INXS, but this song is driving me nuts. For $.99, I downloaded Jordis Unga's version, sung on Rockstar INXS. Written by David Bowie in the 70's, said to be fixated on Hitler, picked up by Kurt Cobain of Nirvana, the song is haunting and if you search for the meaning, written by web surfers, you are apt to come away confused. Here's the Nirvana lyrics, sung by Jordis:
Man Who Sold The World
We passed upon the stairs,
We spoke of was and when
Although I wasn’t there
He said I was his friend
Which came as a surprise
I spoke into his eyes — I thought you died alone
A long long time ago
Oh no, not me,
We never lost control,
You’re face to face,
With the man who sold the world
I laughed and shook his hand,
I made my way back home,
I searched for form and land,
Years and years I roamed,
I gazed a gazely stare,
We walked a million hills — I must have died alone,
A long long time ago.
Who knows, not me,
I never lost control,
You’re face, to face,
With the man who sold the world.
Bowie's version of the last six lines:
I gazed a gazely stare at all the millions here
We must have died along, a long long time ago
Who knows? not me
We never lost control
You’re face to face
With the man who sold the world
Some think "the man who sold the world was Hitler, some say Einstein and the A-bomb and some say it was Jesus. "Bowie is walking up/down some stairs and sees a picture or sculpture of Christ. Through it he starts an (imaginary) conversation with Jesus." Some say it was his mentally ill brother, who he met on the stair. Some thought "the song was an up and coming musician and his chance meeting with a musician who'd been popular, sold out to pop culture and then faded away." or "The person singing the song IS the man who sold the world, and it is about just looking over your life and regreting your actions but still not wanting to admit you've done wrong." Another said "the song's meaning is derived fom a short poem by Hughes Mearns
As I was going up the stair
I met a man who wasn't there!
He wasn't there again today!
I wish, I wish he'd stay away! --- Hughes Mearns
"David Bowie has confirmed this and basically refers to a man who has changed to a point as to where he is unable to even recognise himself...selling, out-selling his world. At the time that Bowie wrote the song, he was going through changes, and not all good, he was not being true to himself."
Somehow, to me, it reminds me of the stories in AA about drinking (or addiction) is a progressive disease. As long as you use, you are on a down escalator. Maybe he met met someone he knew that was getting better, while he was going downhill (wasn't there). He recognized his old friend and said I thought you died a long long time ago. After they parted he searched for many years for a way to control his addiction. You almost have to die, or the person you are has to die (hit bottom) before you can stop using. Who knows! What a great song. I am going to go listen to it for the 53rd time!
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